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Tuesday, January 06, 2009

xoxo
S.

Sunday, January 04, 2009

tonight was def top 10 awkward moments. actually make that top 3.
pri sch class gathering huur i dont think i'll turn out for anymore thanks (:
was nice seeing them though everyone looks exactly the same except jared and perhaps jialiang who grew alot. ok yes i know thats supposed to happened.

left really early cos i couldnt take it anymore and also cos i wanted to hitch a ride from yao ying and her parents still remember where i stay ! which was nice. (:

anyhow nanyang and nj are certainly 2 parts of my life i dont wanna remember. speaking of which it was really scary they were relating primary school memories and i dont remember any of it its like i went to a different sch or sth.

arggh im seriously sick of going out ! next week goes like that:
mon: pluck eyebrows [hopefully they have a slot for me i cant be bothered w/ appointments]
squash girls and benson and nydc
tues: gossip girl, pick sister+dad from airport. newton or somewhere else equally oily and fattening [today was a bbq btw]
wed: rest day, or so i hope.
thurs: meet up with graceeeeee
visit zoe at subway w/ sc babessss
fri: cut my hair [maybe, if i actually decide sth]
cell.
sat: brother's wedding which effectively takes up the entire day
sun: visit SJC [st james church] w/ belle

so as you can see my lifes really packed i dont even remember what happened last week. ok wait, i do.
met it with zoe once. sexy6 3 times, went dress shopping with my mum, had a class gathering and i think i met up with the nj girls although im not sure.
all that in 5 days ok !
sat i was cramping at home and then i went for church and the farewell dinner at the hawker.
sun, today i skipped the first half of the gathering because it was in sentosa. but of course meeting them at night ment i couldnt exercise.

you probably dont understand why im blogging about all my outings but it really bugs me that i cant get any exercise in. and im eating gross oily food [believe me, i never used to think this way] which just mean i gonna balloong up worse than i did for alevels ! what if i cant fit into my dresssss.

and my lifes seems busybusy. ive started reading again and of course catching up on FNL but these are all disractions so i'll have sth else to think about i wish i wouls stop feeling so lonely/empty inside.

xoxo
S.

FNL must be the most comforting show ever. i mean, what can make you happier than tim riggins in blue tights right. yes im kidding im not some sick pervert.

watching blinders now. powderpuff babeh !

alright so heres a list of my top comfort shows, in case you guys need some lovin' too.

[in no particular order]

FNL
gossip girl season 1
ANTM. [makeover ep.s especially]

[edit]: omg i know ive probably said this a million times but i gotta say it again ! FNL IS SUUCHH AWESOMENESS !

xoxo
S.

Thursday, January 01, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RELDON YEE RUI WEN !!

youre old ! and im not gonna say anything else because its 11.56 and i HAVE to be first. hahaha.

xoxo
S.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

alright this is another one of those mandatory new year's eve post.

frankly 2008 has been horrible, what with alevels, school, and all the crap i went through, and i'm just plain glad its over. provided i dont screw up alevels, 2009 will def be much better. so i can say im looking forward to it, especially if it wont make it any older hur hur.

of course 08 wasnt entirely bad. there were some incredibly happy moments like the multiple mee pok sessions, the invention [and re-invention] of the ingenuis nickname system. and because i'm all about food, finding manymany new places to eat at, and all the various intense food phrases. (:
ha ha sometimes i feel like rachel from the exiles. like i just have to think about what i eat to recall all the events of that day. my mind works around food babeh !

many thanks and much love to those lovelies who made this year so enjoyable despite all the shit it contained. you know who you are, but just in case you dont[ruth i cant find any photos of us],

<3 <3 <3 <3

xoxo
S.

2 days to 4pr
5 days to gossip girl
5 days to meeting up w/ the squash girls (:
6 days to ERJIEEEE
10 days to the wedding
dont you just lovee January ?

ps. whisk sandwhiches are <33

xoxo
S.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW WHEN I DONT MEAN WHAT I SAY !!
[and the hidden meanings too]

ha ha its becoming more and more obvious that people dont get me half the time which really sucks because like they probably think im a total bitch or whatever.

hur hur but honestly i'd rather have no friends than pretend to be really nice cos i hate those miss perfect type girls. haha probably why i adore blair waldorf and find corrine and randy and those other people everyone hates hilarious.

ok anw. went to DALLAS FRIED CHICKEN AND RIBS today for [whatelse] fried chicken ((: everytime i wanna type dallas i always end up typing[or saying] dillion because all im thinking is texas/FNL. hahaha.

ok anw it chickens pretty good its the waffletown kind but wayy better do go try it ! actually thats all i wanted to say. i had dallas fried chicken. yumyumyum. :D

OH and cel and char were being sooo anti social. sheesh !

xoxo
S.

Saturday, December 27, 2008

went to school to play squash w/ the girls today ((:

omg yknow im so unfit now. i was soo tired just walking to school ! haha. i was complaining to them that i had to rest before playing and that i hadnt walked such a great distance w/o trying on any clothes in a really long time.
of course it was much worse when i actually started playing. ok when you play squash you have to get 9 points [which doesnt mean 9 serves cos you have to serve and win that get the point, if you get what im saying] and its best of 5 so you have to win 3 games. usually you feel tired maybe towards the end of the third game or whatever depending on how saddistic [good] yr opponent is. today i got really exhausted after playing for 5 mins ! and we were playing queens so its not even like i didnt get to rest. seriously im not kidding i was dead tired like as breathless as i mean after doing 3 x 1min court sprints.

alright im sorry enough whining about how my arteries are clogged w/ lard. i miss squash so much !! haha. i finally get to play after screaming and chuck/the lord/smash/coach taylor for hitting WRONGLY. my sister gets really annoyed cos i get so excited ha ha.

ok i dont know what im saying anymore. im really proud of my mum cos like for my bro's wedding dinner my dad slotted me in w/ strangers. apprantly because im the groom's sister im supposed to serve as a table filler. so my mum rearranged it and now im sitting w/ both my sisters at table no.2 VIP :D

xoxo
S.

Thursday, December 25, 2008

alright so its 11.45 and im still full from the party, but i just went and had a supper of cold sushi and ice cream.
arggh !

well i guess it is still christmas so the calories dont count !

xoxo
S.

merry christmas y'all ! (:

well obviously today has been great. what with the turkey, hashbrown mash, ice cream, log cake and all the relatives over.
[oh btw the logcake was FABULOUS flourless chocolate cake from cedele. yums]
but all the food and celebrations isnt really the point right ? somehow i no longer feel like blogging about today in great detail. i just feel inclined to share sth i read today.

if Christ had not come.

A Christmas card entitled, "If Christ Had Not Come" told of a pastor who worked in his study all through Christmas Eve in preparation for the Christmas morning service. Being very tired, he dozed off and dreamt of a world to which the Savior had never come. In his dream, he found himself looking through his home, but there were no candles and Advent Wreaths. he walked out into the street and found no church spires pointing heavenward. Back in his library, every book about Jesus had disappeared from the shelves.

A knock at the door brought a request for him to visit a dying mother. At her bedside, he said, "I have something to read to you that you need to hear." He opened his Bible to share some familiar Scriptures concerning repentance and the need to be born-again, but the book ended at Malachi. There was no gospel, none of Paul's convicting and comforting letters-- not even John's Book of Revelation. There was no promise of life beyond the grave. He could only bow his head and weep in hopeless desperation. Two days later, he stood beside the grave to conduct this mother's funeral. But he could give no word of changed hearts and glorious resurrections, only "dust to dust, and ashes to ashes", and one, long, last, final farewell. In his dream, he burst into sobbing.

Suddenly, nearby music awoke him from his sleep. When he realized what he was hearing, a great shout of joy burst from his lips. The choir in his church next door was singing, "O Come all ye faithful, Come and behold Him, O Come let us adore Him, Christ the Lord." The fact was, Jesus had indeed come and had promised he would soon return. Hallelujah, Jesus had come-- Praise be to God!

i was really touched when i read that (: i mean ive always been grateful of jesus dying for me and everything, but i guess i never saw the whole picture (:

xoxo
S.